I came outside to listen, but all could I hear was noise– the hum of the car next door, an audiotape blaring through closed windows.
I thought I might hear from the seeds in my garden bed, but they were quiet.
Instead, my dog whines at dogs passing by. The crickets begin to sing, telling me an age-old story, I’m sure.
The birds are quieter tonight than they were this morning, and I understand that I am still practicing how to notice–
how to be aware;
how to hear the
when the rest of the world is speaking.
But it would seem that the trees speak, too, even in the stillness, and I see up toward the sky a baby bird bobbing left to right in a nest, waiting for its parents to bring home dinner. I’d never noticed before.
Mosquitos are flocking to my skin– early in march, early because heat finds us in winter nowadays and makes the earth hotter than it should be.
I look up again and I can’t find the baby bird, because maybe it was only meant to be found in that one, sacred moment.
I wonder, often lately, what the birds think of us– what the hawks soaring overhead wonder about the gossiping, grouchy, sometimes gracious people below.
I never noticed before that the large pine tree to my right curves a little the higher up her trunk you look. She knows she’s beautiful, I think. She knows she’s wise.
A cardinal enjoys an evening meal at the bird feeder, and I’m close enough that I can hear the seeds crack in his tiny orange beak– it is a gift to notice.
And it is there that I realize, maybe the seeds did bring me here, after all.
Maybe the best place to view the world in this very moment is from the ground, at the edge of the garden, at sunset.
I go inside and the husky asks with his eyes what I’ve seen.
I silently say as I scratch his head, anything and everything, Pup.
Anything and everything.